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| mhaii bestfrienD |
He is an 18 year old guy, tall dark and handsome. He is studying here in COC too. He is simple but then he can make my day very wonderful. By the way, the person I am describing is the guy who makes my heart beat so fast. I dont know what's in him that I adore. It could be his looks, his attitude or his appeal. But whatever it is, one thing is for sure, in him I have an affection. He is so irresistible! That's why when he is around I just can't stop myself from smiling and giggling. How I wish he could be mine even just for a while.
I know the mere fact that he is already committed to someone else but then I can't stop myself from admiring him. I've been trying to take him out of my mind. I've been refusing to see him in school but as I've noticed, the more I want to forget him, the more the world becomes too small for the two of us. That's why right now instead of extending a lot of effort in forgetting him, I just choose to enjoy every "childish" moment I am experiencing every time I see him. I am not wishing that he and his girl would go separate ways but I am not losing hope that he would learn to like me too. I know for sure that at the end of the day I am the only one who will be left hurting but I'm willing to take the risk than to pretend that he is nothing to me, when in fact he means everything.
